Lost And Cannot Be Found

My name is Saundrina Smith.

I was probably one of the most friendliest, outgoing, kind, not to mention gorgeous people (joke, im not conceited at all) you would have ever met in a lifetime. But all of that changed a year ago when I decided to let myself go and gain 60 pounds.

Let me tell you folks.... After gaining 60 pounds.. Life is never the same. The judging, the losing friends, the self esteem DROP.

I currently am enrolled full time at Florida A&M University which was also not a CHOICE, but rather the only option for me, due to my rebellion. But nevertheless, I have developed Rattler Pride, and I am studying Pre Medicine to either become a doctor or a Sports Trainer. Enough about me though ;)

I still enjoy reading. It has been my pastime for as long as I can remember. I honestly think that books replaced the television during my childhood... Thanks mom! It is sort of an escape for me.

I love Spanish culture, I love speaking the language, and I love the food! Also, I look forward to volunteering in Project Abroad if they will have me this summer.


Just stay tuned to an awesome blog site with more pictures of my journey to come.

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  • So what.. Im emotional.. Fuck

    So what.. Im emotional.. Fuck

    (Source: teri-isms, via laithhpoetry)


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  • Maybe miracles can happen... Or maybe shes a nightime strippa ;)


    Notes || Posted on the lovely 17th of August in 2011 @ 03.49
  • You fell in love with a ghost

    moi

    Notes || Posted on the lovely 6th of August in 2011 @ 03.12
  • I never changed, you just got to know me.

    Moi

    Notes || Posted on the lovely 6th of August in 2011 @ 03.11
  • Run away .. Fast

    This is a very depressing tumblr website.. So I should just warn you guys that… Not that anyone reads my tumblr anyway.. seeing how I don’t have anyone to read it.


    Notes || Posted on the lovely 6th of August in 2011 @ 03.04
  • Romance is for white people.

    I am not a romantic person. I cannot be romantic. I cannot attempt to say romantic things. Yet, I love to hear other couples spurt out romantic phrases and cute names, and other warm/cuddly/fuzzy words. But where in the hell is my knight in shining armor? HUH where the fuck is this guy. I need a guy who can wine and dine me. A guy who can treat me like a princess. A real princess. Not a princess who can only get treated to Dollar Menu Items and left home night after night, because “the boys were chilling” …… I would love to have that feeling in my heart where I just know that with all of my heart I love them, and I am in love with them. When will I feel this? I thought I had felt it a long time ago, but that was puppy love.. and it was unrequited.


    Notes || Posted on the lovely 6th of August in 2011 @ 03.02
  • blackfashion:

Keri Hilson

 Watch me get this.. Just Watch! I WILL >:)

    blackfashion:

    Keri Hilson

     Watch me get this.. Just Watch! I WILL >:)


    1,184 notes || Posted on the lovely 28th of July in 2011 @ 06.43
  • Web Cams - Newest Hack From Peeping Tom

    A friend of mine once said webcams are like the way of the government to spy on you. What if webcams were like Peeping Tom’s new way of watching you while you were like NAKED or just idly sitting around. He is such a creep.                                        


    Notes || Posted on the lovely 28th of July in 2011 @ 06.17
  • Currently Reading… 6:04 Am 
She is a brilliant author, and at times I grow a little wary to her use of the summer in all of her settings.. But nevertheless I love the way she writes and the way she captures my emotions! This is the third book of hers that I have read, and as a young woman I would recommend her to any of my friends :)

    Currently Reading… 6:04 Am 

    She is a brilliant author, and at times I grow a little wary to her use of the summer in all of her settings.. But nevertheless I love the way she writes and the way she captures my emotions! This is the third book of hers that I have read, and as a young woman I would recommend her to any of my friends :)


    Notes || Posted on the lovely 28th of July in 2011 @ 06.03
  • Acknowledging is easy, but understanding is where the difficulty begins.


    Notes || Posted on the lovely 28th of July in 2011 @ 05.39